I want to get a hamster but maybe after exams. Should I get a male or female? I must save up money to buy. I hope Mummy allow. Hamster so cute. What name should I give it? I am going crazy about Hamsters. I want to die. That dream is not real. Don't believed it. Please. Don't believed it. It is not real at all.

This keyboard is so weird and I keep typing wrong and it is making me fucking mad. Lot of things have happen and I don't want to talk about it. Haiz...... Tomorrow got K-POP concert but I never go. Got my favourite SNSD inside. Too bad cannot go and watch because exams coming. Scared...... What if I cannot get iTouch and new handphone? What I saw in my dream cannot be real...... Maybe it is real but I can make it not happen right? I feeling dying now..... also feel like cutting but I have to bare with the pain of my life. That time almost got rammed down by a car. Why can't the car rammed me down? I want to end my life one sia. Feel like dying. Why can't I die?

I hate this boy because he like this girl. But somehow I also don't know whether I like him or not because sometimes what he did to that girl makes me jealous. Aiya. Very confusing one la.

Sian sia...... Bro just gave me two lollipops. He go and use one of it to hit my head. So long never write liao. Writing skills getting lousier. Exams is coming stress!!!! Everyday doing homework and homework but it is better than listening in lesson.Friday is composition liao. How? Scared. No time to think of sleeping in class. Today Yong Jie gave Gracia something. The object is very cute. It is an animal but when you open it, it is a pen!! So cute right? but the bad thing is that Nicholas has the same one as her. Detail information: When Yong Jie gave Gracia the pen it was in a paper(actually it was delivered by Yong Soon) so called paper. And on the paper got one part put" I LOVE YOU" but the love is a heart shape. So mushy sia. (all along whatever Yong Jie send her got mushy stuff and I try to tolerate......) Almost everyday got exciting stuff. Waiting for tomorrow. Wondering if anything exciting is going to happen. Are they going to hug tomorrow?DID I post up a entry about BYD? I think I did. Who cares?

I wish that you like me, I wish you were my boyfriend, I wish what you say was true. You looked very handsome in that photo. First time, I didn't think that it was scary. All your primary school photos, your eye expression was so creepy but this time that photo you look awesome. So awesome that I thought you were another person. It brightens up my day when I see that photo, it makes me smile none stop when I see that photo. I wish you were mine. I wish we were together forever. Wait a second, you are not even my boyfriend. I think too much le. I feel lonely...... I used to like you and I used to give up on you and now I think I am liking you back. Why? I don't like this feeling again. That feeling is not comfortable at all. I spent two years suffering in silence and I don't want the same again. I wish someone could just help me. Help me get over this pain.

I haven't been writing right? My bad. Just have things to settle with. Well, I think I have a lot of things to say but I don't think I will write all. You know my pattern, I am lazy after all. First thing to talk about......
Gracia and Yong Jie, Dessa and Benjamin they are the perfect couples. They never should be apart at all!. Nothing can break them apart! Howard Wang, you stay away from Gracia, understand?Gracia will never be yours! I envy them so much!
Second thing to talk about. I wish I never went to Hong Kong! I wish I could quit Guzheng. My friends keep telling me to quit. YOU THINK I DON'T WANT MEH? IF YOU WERE ME GO AND TRY LA! THEY SAY UNTIL LIKE EASY! GO AND TRY, NEVER MIND ONE! FUCK SIA. Go Hong Kong have to perform for prize presentation and later still to go competition at Hong Kong. I wonder if Hong Kong time and Singapore time is it same?
Third thing to talk about. I wish I could run away from home! MY FAMILY MEMBERS are bitches. They don't understand me. I wish I was adopted. Never even in the Teos family.
Anyway, I can't wait for Tuesday and Thursday, something great is going to happen. It already happen on Friday, but do it again la. This time must be very long and I am going to count. Can you guess what is it?

You Stupid Boy!Why would I even like you? I hate you like shit. I just have a very kind heart which I will help anyone even the boys! What wrong with your brain? You don't believed you can go ask the girls whether I am helpful or not la. Who would even like you, these kind of boy?
Let me state it very clear!
I don't like you!!!!!!!!